my thoughts in bare

I'm not actually leaving the world of blogging.. I just wanted to continue what I have started here in blogspot last July 2009 to tumblr.. here's the url:  http://bettergrace.tumblr.com/ ... but I'll still read your blogs for sure.. those blogs I am following here.. so keep posting!.. :)

It’s good to be a kid sometimes, to be more childlike without giving up being an adult. To feel the feeling of a child full of excitement, being spontaneous, full of laughter, care-free and just being happy with everything. Sometimes, I miss being a kid again where life is simple, no complications and pure. Where I can run and play all day without getting tired. Where I can eat however much I wanted without getting worried of getting fat. Where believing in fairytales is so easy and that there is always a happy ending waiting in the end. Where I cried just because of candies and scraped knees, nothing too personal to cry over. I miss not being stressed with everything around me that’s happening. Maybe I don’t really want to be a kid literally, maybe I just wish about my life right now is to live it the way kids live their life. 

the flyer given to me by the Teletech staff I really find it funny and somehow a little offending in a way when I’m walking along Pioneer St., just got out from work and wearing my company shirt with a logo on it when suddenly someone approaches me, a staff from a competitor where I worked convincing me to apply in their company. Telling me right in my face that their company is much better than ours, as if telling me or they could sense that somehow I am not satisfied or not that happy with where I am presently working with. Silly!.. 

These children makes my day free from all my worries, stress, pains and heartaches. I can almost forget whatever situation I’m into just being with them, my so-called stress-reliever. :) Tita loves you all so much!.. Promise I’ll always be here for you all. :)

  “Silence is a girl’s loudest cry. You know she’s really hurt if she keeps quiet..” Have you ever felt so angry to someone, so angry that you wanted to slap someone on his face or hurt him as much you want, make him feel the hurt you felt to get even, and yet you did nothing but cry silently? Now, where’s your toughness? You are known to it right? That you’re not going to keep it silent and will not just shrug it off easily just like that, when you know something is wrong or unfair. Suddenly it’s gone and you just want to keep whatever you’re going through to yourself.

These are my goals set for the past year posted here in my blog last January 2012. I want to check if I was successful in every goal I’ve set. ^_^ ü   will be more industrious and passionate in writing blog posts. Well, I must say that my blog posting last year was not bad at all. I started blogging last 2009, that year I made 17 blog posts. A few posts just for a starter like me that time. For year 2010, I have written 33 posts. Mostly, I wrote about my thoughts, experiences, activities and sentiments. This blog of mine has been my virtual-bestfriend for years. It’s like talking to someone invisible and yet I can talk freely without inhibitions. Year 2011, was really a bad year for blogging. I can’t believe it I only have 5 posts for that whole year. I don’t have easy access on internet that time and that year was very crucial on my part. After that I made a promise to write more for the next year. 2012 came, I was able to write 58 posts, not bad right?.. :) ü...

I can’t find any nicer photo than this. It was the only photo we had together with my papa. This picture only proves how allergic and shy-type he is when it comes to picture-taking. He doesn’t even wanna look towards the camera or even give a little smile. Pretending as if no one is taking a picture while both me and my sister we're all smile. 

I saw this quote while reading old messages from my cell phone.. The real meaning of friendship.. “ it isn’t based on how many secrets you share.. isn’t how well you get along nor how much you like each other.. isn’t how people see you together.. BUT it appreciates the differences.. the gaps.. the hindrances.. the trials.. and still a friend looks at you straight from the heart.. without hatred.. without judgment.. without envy.. without criticism.. only PURE ACCEPTANCE..” I don’t have the guts to tell you this personally so I decided to write it down.. :) nget , every time you thank me and my family for a couple of months you stayed here in our home, I always thought that it should be the other way around. You’ve never been a burden to us and you really know how to get along well with each member of my family.  Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me. Actually, you’re not just a friend to me..  you stand like a big sister to me. Thank yo...