my thoughts in bare

One of my goals for this year is to seriously find a work abroad. It’s been a month now since I started sending applications online and yet, I haven’t received any good results until now. It’s like addiction, I always check my email, jobsreet and workabroad account everyday. I’m so impatient on waiting with regards to this. I’m so bored and stressed with my present work. I don’t feel motivated and inspired to work everyday. I want something new, something better, and something that would offer me a work-life balance. Actually, I am also sending applications in some local job postings. I received a couple of responses through my email and mobile telling me that they are currently reviewing my application and they will just call me if I am short-listed. Last Tuesday, I received an invite for an interview and exam from a local company somewhere in Shaw blvd. Although, I am lack of sleep that day and to think that I am not really familiar to the place that I have to check on google...

Even when I was young, I always carry a small notebook wherever I go. I always enjoy putting my thought, ideas, experiences, emotions or anything into writing. I used to have a diary to put all those secret stuffs into writing. Writing it all down in a paper is like talking to someone, someone who is so close to you that you’re not afraid to open up everything. It was 2009, when I started blogging. Actually, I was just influenced by my friend “normie” to start blogging. At first, it was a part of our communication apart from our exchange emails since she’s working abroad. It’s a one way of knowing each other’s life experiences and thoughts, we just don’t want to miss every detail of each other’s life while she’s away. From the time I am starting to work with my blog, I did have a hard time on thinking about what should I call it, what should be my header on my blog site. From the very start, I know that it would be like an online journal to me, yet I can’t think of any proper wor...

I always wanted to learn to play a guitar. Way back in my high school days, someone taught me some basics of playing a guitar before. For some reasons, I stopped my guitar lessons. And as I grow, the thought of learning it again always slips through my head. As of now, I haven’t made any action of how will I pursue it again. First, I don’t have my own guitar and I have to save some money for me to buy that. Next, the problem is, NO ONE will teach me. I know someone who would be willing to teach me just for free, but I was kinda hesitate of that for some personal reasons. So maybe I better find someone else if ever I would really pursue it. Apart from it, next is I always wanted to be a singer (this is just a little dream inside of me and I know far from reality.. hehe). I wanted to experience singing in a stage, just like the singers or pop stars. Singing in a stage while playing a guitar like Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift and Avril Lavigne. I love music. I know how to sing but not the k...