When people ask me how our life is nowadays, it feels like such a difficult question to answer. I pause for a while, and eventually I say, “I’m fine” or “We’re okay.” But the truth is, I really don’t know. I’m not happy, I’m not sad, and I’m not depressed, but I think I feel nothing. Sometimes I find it hard to sleep. It feels like my mind is busy with something I can’t even identify, like there’s something happening subconsciously. I try to think of what it is, but my mind just feels blank. I think people should stop asking grieving people if they are okay, because deep down, we already know we’re not. They can still check on us and make us feel their concern, but maybe without asking the question whose answer is already obvious. I don’t know, but I think it just makes things harder.