my thoughts in bare

It has been quiet for a while here in My thoughts in Bare and it was my decision I made. I thought moving into another blog site is much more exciting and I could continue what I have started here, but then it turns out I'm wrong. Yes, I still post blog there but it's quite different, not as much comfortable as I am before when I'm writing here. Suddenly, blogging has become boring to me. Most of the time, I found myself just browsing other people's blog. Here, I have always said exactly what's going on in my mind and in my heart without any hesitations because I never thought someone I know would ever read whatever I post here, and if there is, I would know it because there are just certain people I know who knows about this. Blogging has been supporting me in some ways, and I found this place so valuable that it really gives me that comfortable feeling as if I'm really talking to someone so close to me. So with that, I realize to go back blogging here.. :)

A few years ago, this is just a personal blog, only few people knew this before. Most of them are my closest friends. But it’s different now, last month I shared one of my post in my facebook . Many are surprised that I am into blogging. Even those people who are just an ordinary officemate or acquaintance are now following and reading my blog. It’s really overwhelming that they are interested and somehow they appreciate what I am writing. But at the same time, it’s a little embarrassing on my part because I’m not used to compliments of other people. Sometimes, I wanted to post something personal but I am now hesitant to do it because some people around me might read it and I’m too scared to know their reactions about how I feel, that they might just laugh on me. Like now, I have something in my mind to post. I want to burst my emotions into blogging but I can’t. I want to cry but instead all I do is just smile. This is not really a serious problem. I don’t know... I don’t unders...