my thoughts in bare

Last night, I dreamed of him once again. This is the second time I’ve dreamed of him, the last time has been so long. I didn’t think of him last night before I sleep, and it’s been so long since the last time I thought of him. I don’t know why, this dreams helps nothing but leave me confuse. What’s behind that dream? I don’t know if this would help but I managed to seek for an answer through internet, I know how ridiculous this is but I don’t have someone to talk to about this. So here it is: According to http://www.hyperdictionary.com/dream “Seeing an old ex-boyfriend from childhood in your dream, refers to a freer, less encumbered relationship. The dream servers to bring you back to a time where the responsibilities of adulthood (or marriage) didn't interfere with the spontaneity of romance. You need to recapture the excitement, freedom, and vitality of youth that is lacking in your present relationship. Dreaming that your ex-boyfriend is giving you advice abo...

I had only her as my friend and companion here in marketing department since the day I worked here. Now that she was leaving, I can’t imagine how my everyday work will be. I can’t blame her, she doesn’t feel any accomplishments working here and now, she chose to have a change in career path. I’m happy for her, at last she can make the best use of her skills and talents in art especially in fashion designing. Maybe for the first few days of her being gone in the office will be awkward for me. Thinking that I won’t see her every morning when I arrived in the morning for the fact that she always arrives in the office earlier than me. From the moment she will be leaving, there will be no one for me to talk to whenever I’m sleepy, bored or pissed off, there will be no one to share with during lunch break and nap time. All will be different. Of course I can endure it but surely I’ll miss her. I remember my first day here, she was the one who taught me everything I needed to ...

There is nothing better than to pamper ourselves with just having a foot spa for free. This is one of the benefits I get for working here. Our training center is just in the 2 nd floor of the building, so whenever we want to have some manicure, pedicure, foot spa or even facial services, we don’t need to go in a salon and pay for the services we want because it is available for free. It saves me from the costly spa treatment. Last week, I decided to have a foot spa service, it’s been so long since the last time I’ve had it. It’s so relaxing, that I’m almost sleepy but unfortunately I didn’t manage to get even a short nap because I can’t control the ticklish feeling in my feet. My feet feels so soft and smooth again after the treatment. Pampering ourselves once in a while is also a good source of stress relief. Imagine if all pampering service we want in the world is just for free. It would be awesome!.. (^_^) I don’t have to feel guilty on the money I’ll spend whenever ...

As 2009 ends, I realized that there was something I really be thankful for the past year. There’s so much blessing I have received which I often forget to notice because of some problems. Now at the beginning of 2010 and just got back from the long holiday vacation, I’m thinking of my plans for this year, of what to do to make things different. But up to now, I can’t think of what I really want to do. I’m so bored to death. I’m sick of this everyday routine type of my life. I don’t know why I am being like this, all I know is that I want something new, and that’s what I’m going to find out still! I was encouraged by my friend to make new years resolution. I have never made my resolution even once because I’m afraid I will not be able to keep it. Maybe this could help a little to me if I try. Good bye 2009 and welcome 2010 as it brings with it new hopes and opportunities to explore.