my thoughts in bare

I haven’t read a book again for some time now. The last book I read was the Vampire Academy series. My next book project to read : Who’s that Girl ?.. – Alexandra Potter I haven’t started reading it yet. Maybe, after the holidays. So for now, here’s the short excerpt from the book .. “ If only you knew then what you know now ... Imagine if you could go back ten years and meet your younger self – would you recognise her ? What advice would you give ? * Wear sunscreen * Back away from those PVC trousers * Don’t give that idiot your phone number * Lemon juice won't bleach your hair - it just attracts wasps * He’s the One – don’t let him get away For Charlotte Merryweather, there’s no need to imagine. She’s about to find out for real. With some surprising consequences ... Alexandra Potter’s deliciously enchanting romantic comedy looks at life, love and what might happen if you could turn back time.” ~~ This sounds interesting to me, the first time I saw this book I knew then ...

It's been eight months since we had a talk. I intentionally cut - off all the means of communication we had. I created a barrier between us. It's my way of helping myself , so that I could finally move on , without returning to him and accepting him over and over again. I know , I succeeded on that. I'm now okay, I really am .. All the anger , sadness and bitterness has gone. For the past eight months , I had a real good time with my family and friends , like going out with my siblings and my mother during weekend .. movie marathon with them and other things .. things I never did when we're together. I renewed friendships with old friends whom I thought I'll never be friends again .. I made new friends as well which is a good thing. I have now a larger circle of friends .. FRIENDS , when I thought I had no one before .. Then , last week , he's adding me as friend on Facebook. Yesterday , I received an offline messages [YM] from him thru my phone. He just said hi...

** [ Late post ] December 01, 2011 - I am supposedly on my flight to Zamboanga to attend my friend' wedding. I didn't book a flight because of the pending approval of my vacation leaves on my work. I thought it was hopeless , that they will not approve it because of the current situation in the office. Then all of a sudden , it was approved !.. but it's soooo TOO LATE !!.. I don't know how will I react on it. It's nice that I could rest and relax during my long weekend , but to think of my ruined planned trip to Zamboanga and Jolo ?.. grrrrrr ... IT SUCKS !!.. It's too late ! I couldn't make it anymore. I wish it's just nearby so I could go there .. but NO .. it's miles away from Manila. In addition to that , I already use my supposedly budget for my trip to other things because I thought I'll never be able to go there. Now , I don't know how will I spend my long , long weekend other sleeping ..

I think it's more than 2 weeks now since we last talked .. I miss our small talks , our laughs .. everything ! If I have to say sorry to you a thousand times .. i would .. i mean it .. Sometimes , i think i'm just being paranoid and exaggerating things .. but i think not .. this is not usual anymore .. I know and understand that your upcoming wedding is a very special event in your life .. so special that you wanted so badly that special people in your life would be there for you to share it with .. And I am so grateful and thankful that you consider me as one of those .. We've been friends for so many years , we manage to keep our friendship despite of distance , and i am happy with that .. You've been a part of my everyday life , it's like there something missing if a day or week passed by without having a talk with you .. I don't wanna let you down .. i don't intend to .. but I already did .. I feel sorry for that .. I already told you this before .. i kn...

Oh my!.. it's been ages since the last time I wrote something here in my blog.. haaayz..  These past few weeks, I really had this feeling of missing "blogging".. but then I can't find time alone for my thoughts.. My work schedule now doesn't allow me to have some extra time for doing things I used to do. i remember, when I'm still at my previous work, I have lots time of doings things I want to do like these.. blogging.. reading.. chatting with my friend online.. surfing the net.. everything I want.. even during my work. Like I used to say before, I'm always on the "pethics mode" back there, it's because of the nature of my work. Until one day, I felt like I'm so bored to the point of resigning from my work there and started to find a job where I can be more productive.  Now, I'm almost working for a year here in my new work. I'd like to think if I am successful with what I am looking for when I started to think of leaving m...