my thoughts in bare

One of my goals for this year is to seriously find a work abroad. It’s been a month now since I started sending applications online and yet, I haven’t received any good results until now. It’s like addiction, I always check my email, jobsreet and workabroad account everyday. I’m so impatient on waiting with regards to this. I’m so bored and stressed with my present work. I don’t feel motivated and inspired to work everyday. I want something new, something better, and something that would offer me a work-life balance. Actually, I am also sending applications in some local job postings. I received a couple of responses through my email and mobile telling me that they are currently reviewing my application and they will just call me if I am short-listed. Last Tuesday, I received an invite for an interview and exam from a local company somewhere in Shaw blvd. Although, I am lack of sleep that day and to think that I am not really familiar to the place that I have to check on google...

Even when I was young, I always carry a small notebook wherever I go. I always enjoy putting my thought, ideas, experiences, emotions or anything into writing. I used to have a diary to put all those secret stuffs into writing. Writing it all down in a paper is like talking to someone, someone who is so close to you that you’re not afraid to open up everything. It was 2009, when I started blogging. Actually, I was just influenced by my friend “normie” to start blogging. At first, it was a part of our communication apart from our exchange emails since she’s working abroad. It’s a one way of knowing each other’s life experiences and thoughts, we just don’t want to miss every detail of each other’s life while she’s away. From the time I am starting to work with my blog, I did have a hard time on thinking about what should I call it, what should be my header on my blog site. From the very start, I know that it would be like an online journal to me, yet I can’t think of any proper wor...

I always wanted to learn to play a guitar. Way back in my high school days, someone taught me some basics of playing a guitar before. For some reasons, I stopped my guitar lessons. And as I grow, the thought of learning it again always slips through my head. As of now, I haven’t made any action of how will I pursue it again. First, I don’t have my own guitar and I have to save some money for me to buy that. Next, the problem is, NO ONE will teach me. I know someone who would be willing to teach me just for free, but I was kinda hesitate of that for some personal reasons. So maybe I better find someone else if ever I would really pursue it. Apart from it, next is I always wanted to be a singer (this is just a little dream inside of me and I know far from reality.. hehe). I wanted to experience singing in a stage, just like the singers or pop stars. Singing in a stage while playing a guitar like Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift and Avril Lavigne. I love music. I know how to sing but not the k...

They say that misunderstandings between you and your friends strengthen the friendship. This way, you’ll both realize your mistakes and differences, and will understand each other much better than before. When we experience misunderstandings or quarrel among our friends, we think that it’s just right that the person who made the mistake should be the one who’ll apologize and make a move to reunite the friendship. That’s how we think. Pride hinders us to apologize to someone we had hurt. Sometimes we want to apologize but we don’t know how to approach them and we’re too afraid that they might just ignore us. What we don’t know is if someone really values you as a friend, we don’t know need any explanation and even a single a word is useless. Just a simple smile and hug from a friend is enough to ease all the anger and restore the friendship. This is what I learned from these past few days. Yes, it is true that the one who made the mistake should be the one who’ll apologize, but sometime...

* will be more industrious and passionate in writing blog posts. * will seriously pursue a work / career abroad. * will go in a diet to lose some weight and fats . ( hopefully, I can do this .. ) * will read more books compared last year. * will try to save money and be more financially wise. * will be stronger emotionally and logically. That’s all for now .. ^_^ I hope I can do it all !!..

I don’t know why but I found myself looking at the pictures stored in my laptop, specifically the pictures of us taken the weekend before my friend went back to work abroad. That weekend was great. Once said , “there’s always a first time ..” Well, I can say that everything we did that week is a “first time”.. ahmmmm .. maybe not everything but sort of .. J Last 7 th of January, we went in Araneta Coliseum to watch the PBA Game between PETRON and TALK N’ TXT basketball team. I admit, I’m not really fond of watching basketball games unlike my friend. I only watch it on TV sometimes, only because my father or brother asked me to, just to check on the scores and the winning team. But watching it for the first time LIVE is different!.. I never thought it could be so much fun and I could actually enjoy watching the whole game, cheering and yelling whenever PETRON (my bet winning team that day) shoots the ball. When my friends and brother texted me my whereabouts that day, I was really...

Whenever a new year is on , I tend to think what I did in the past year and wonder what opportunities and other new things does this year will bring for me. 2011 was a very challenging year in my career life. On the first quarter of the year , there have been countless re-alignment on the office which affects our work. We are always told by our leads that there is nothing permanent on our work , that we should always expect for changes because it’s in the nature of the business. It’s really hard on our part because we have been doing a certain type of work then all of sudden we have to do something different , it’s something to do on workload inventory issue of the client. That time , I am one the persons who are greatly affected , decisions made by the management affects my productivity performance. Fortunately , all of that stressful months has ended. I surpassed it all !.. My superiors is happy with how I was able to pass it , my performance scorecard improved. They say that they li...