Sometimes things happened in our life not in the way we wanted, expected or planned. I did not intend this to happen to me so soon and fast. I’ve never been so confused in myself and how I feel like this before. It is as if I don’t know anymore what to think and feel. I don’t know anymore if this is me. I used to take things slow and easy, but this time I don’t know anymore what and why did it happen. With a short span of time, I’m willing to take risk and try things to work out even though I don’t really know where I’m up to...
In general, society expects you to act in a way what is acceptable to most of the people. No matter how hard you try to ignore the noise around you, sometimes it tends to find its way to affect how you think, you decide, you believe, and your overall values. It's been a long time, it's like I'm fighting a battle of my own. I'm trying to fight between trying to stick with what's making me happy or just live a life where it's less complicated. I'm in a phase where I'm trying to figure out what's best to do with my life. I really believe that I should not be living my life for the sake of other people. But, what if it means fighting for the rest of your life? All these dilemma that's running in my head for a while now leads me to think or do things I think is not right. Recently, I've made a terrible mistake just because once again I'm on a battle of my own, that doing so this is more acceptable than what I am on. Because traditionally, i...
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