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random things that hurts you the most..

it hurts when..

u absolutely know the truth but you refuse to believe it..

everything you have invested (especially emotionally) are wasted.. that after all you've done, still.. it's not enough..

after all the hurt someone has caused you, you still care for that person..

you hope for something even if it is hopeless..

it's hard for you to accept your mistakes but still you don't want to regret it..

you expect for something then eventually get disappointed..

you've been used to something then suddenly it was gone..

when you have lots to say to someone but you don't have a chance to do it..

you have so much for someone but you've given so little time to show it..

you know exactly what to do but you don't know how and when to begin..

you want to turn back time, to make things the way it used to be but u can't..

you misses someone but there's nothing you can do about it..

you realized that promises are made to be broken.. that it's there only for you to have something to hold on with just for that moment..

when you don't know whether to be happy or sad because finally pretensions are over..

Comments

Anonymous said…
I think...
you must learn not to expect too much...
learn that in life you have to expect the unexpected...
learn that life is too short to wait for something like the right time to say how you feel... you'll you might not get the time to say it...
what i'm saying is, do what you can do, feel what you can feel... say what you can say... this is life, hurt and pain is just there waiting to for you to let them in...
:D

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