my thoughts in bare

Life is short. We'll never know until when are we going to live in this world. This is something beyond our control. No matter how badly we want to live more if it's really the end, then it's really the end.. Last August 26, 2012 at around 2am. Auntie Caring's life has come to end. She passed away due to her breast cancer as I mentioned to my previous post. I've seen her struggle to fight for her life since the time she was diagnosed last 2010 and up until to her last few days. I was there during her last few hours. It pains me to think that up until her last days she keeps on saying that she still want to live.  We'll surely miss her. I knew her since my childhood. She lives nearby our home before. She was there for us during the most time of our lives. She was there for me during those times when I am totally depressed regarding family matters, she listened to me when I cried that time. I'll miss those times when I'm just there ...

“Mercy killing is defined as the killing of one person by another. The victim of mercy killing is normally in the vegetable state or has an injury or illness that cannot be cured, as it is usually in its last stage. The victim experiences immensely painful last days just before his or her death. For a voluntary case of mercy killing to take place, the killer must first obtain the consent of the victim, but there have been recorded cases of mercy killing against the wishes of the victim as well. This is known as involuntary mercy killing. Mercy killing is known as  euthanasia . The victim of a mercy killing dies a painless death after suffering an incurable ailment or serious injury. The term euthanasia, which means mercy killing, is derived from the Greek word for 'good death'. Euthanasia has been legalised in some Western countries but is still considered to be an unethical practice in the Third World.” http://www.blurtit.com/q495504.html My auntie, the youngest ...

Papemelroti is a specialty shop which carries a wide variety of gifts and decorative accessories. ~~  http://papemelroti.blogspot.com/ Papemelroti features handcrafted products to treasure forever. From wood to metal to cloth, we strive to make products that only have a minimal impact on the environment. ~~ http://www.papemelroti.com/   I already noticed that shop before but it never did occur in my mind that I would appreciate whatever stuffs that are stored in there. Until one day, my friend and I passed by in one of their shop in SM Megamall, I really like all the stuffs they are offering from simple gifts, souvenirs, decorations, scrapbook materials to accessories, etc. Most of their products are made from recycled materials which turns out to be a very good buy  in an affordable prices. From then on, I'm now fond of visiting their shop everytime we are in the mall.  Actually, I bought a notebook from there that would ...

It was April 2012, when I decided to finally start my diet seriously until I loose enough weights and fats. I cut out eating too much rice, sweets and NO to fast foods. I don't eat rice meals during breakfast and lunch. I only eat wheat bread, oatmeal, fruits or vegetable salads during dinner. Most of the time, I wasn't observant and conscious enough to notice that I am already gaining or loosing weight, only until people noticed it. Eventually, when more and more people around me noticed the change in me, that's the only time would I began to realized that I am already loosing or gaining weight because my shirts and pants doesn't fit to me well. Before and After   I am happy with the results of my determination to loose some weight. The only catch now is will I be able to maintain and continue what I have started?.. :)  

Gosh !.. It's been a while since I had my last post.. I got problem with my laptop last June that's why I've been out in the world of blogging and social networking sites for some time. choz !.. Anyway, I am lucky enough tonight to use my friend's laptop, and because of that I decided use this time to make up. :D For the past 2 months, I was satisfied (or I must say I wasn't, it's just that I have to be content on that for a while because I don't have a choice) with using facebook mobile just to be still aware on what was happening. I tried to keep on being active on facebook even through my fone, by constantly updating my status although sometimes I think some of it were non-sense. Just a while ago, I was a little bit shocked upon noticing that my " ex" LIKED my status updates specifically referring with the idea of me having an eye or liking someone else. I don't know, it doesn't hurt anymore, I don't feel any anger towards him ...

Shocks!.. Until when will I be financially broke??.. I have lots of obligations in my family and I don't know how will I budget my salary for all of that. Classes will start soon, and yet I haven't paid the tuition fee of my younger brother for this school year. Aside from that, bills are waiting for me. :( I haven't recovered yet with all the medical expenses I made last month because of my severe cough and tonsillitis. waaaahhhh .. so stress! I hate this feeling!.. These is one of the few moments in my life when I am being pissed off because I don't know what to do anymore. It could be different. Maybe even a little easier for me if only.. haaaay .. I'm not perfect. Sometimes, I feel so tired and hopeless being a breadwinner and all that but who am I to complain?.. I know it's wrong but I only feel it when I'm so stress. Some said, it wouldn't be hard if you're doing it out of love and not seeing it as an obligation. It's just so ...

I'm such a coward person. I'm sorry mama, if I have to spend my weekend in a friend's house. I just can't stand to see you cry every hour of the day. I can't face you and look straight to your eyes because I am afraid you'll see how much I am hurting inside too. I'm sorry because I can't do anything to ease the pain in your heart. If only a hug could cure it, I would hug you so tight. I'm sorry because I can't even show you my sympathy because I'm afraid you'll see me burst in tears just like you did. I'm sorry for all the pain they caused you, from kuya , then ate .. and now Gary. I can't blame you, it's like bringing all the pain from the past which you tried to forget for the past years. Like you said, it's like you've been betrayed for three times by your children with the same reasons. I know how frustrated you are and papa for what they did in their life, when all you wanted is for us to finish our studies and h...