my thoughts in bare

I had only her as my friend and companion here in marketing department since the day I worked here. Now that she was leaving, I can’t imagine how my everyday work will be. I can’t blame her, she doesn’t feel any accomplishments working here and now, she chose to have a change in career path. I’m happy for her, at last she can make the best use of her skills and talents in art especially in fashion designing. Maybe for the first few days of her being gone in the office will be awkward for me. Thinking that I won’t see her every morning when I arrived in the morning for the fact that she always arrives in the office earlier than me. From the moment she will be leaving, there will be no one for me to talk to whenever I’m sleepy, bored or pissed off, there will be no one to share with during lunch break and nap time. All will be different. Of course I can endure it but surely I’ll miss her. I remember my first day here, she was the one who taught me everything I needed to ...

There is nothing better than to pamper ourselves with just having a foot spa for free. This is one of the benefits I get for working here. Our training center is just in the 2 nd floor of the building, so whenever we want to have some manicure, pedicure, foot spa or even facial services, we don’t need to go in a salon and pay for the services we want because it is available for free. It saves me from the costly spa treatment. Last week, I decided to have a foot spa service, it’s been so long since the last time I’ve had it. It’s so relaxing, that I’m almost sleepy but unfortunately I didn’t manage to get even a short nap because I can’t control the ticklish feeling in my feet. My feet feels so soft and smooth again after the treatment. Pampering ourselves once in a while is also a good source of stress relief. Imagine if all pampering service we want in the world is just for free. It would be awesome!.. (^_^) I don’t have to feel guilty on the money I’ll spend whenever ...

As 2009 ends, I realized that there was something I really be thankful for the past year. There’s so much blessing I have received which I often forget to notice because of some problems. Now at the beginning of 2010 and just got back from the long holiday vacation, I’m thinking of my plans for this year, of what to do to make things different. But up to now, I can’t think of what I really want to do. I’m so bored to death. I’m sick of this everyday routine type of my life. I don’t know why I am being like this, all I know is that I want something new, and that’s what I’m going to find out still! I was encouraged by my friend to make new years resolution. I have never made my resolution even once because I’m afraid I will not be able to keep it. Maybe this could help a little to me if I try. Good bye 2009 and welcome 2010 as it brings with it new hopes and opportunities to explore.

Our friendship starts back in year 2007. I met her in my previous work, were not really friends at first because we both have our different circle of friends then. My first impression to her was that she was a snob girl (^-^ sorry nget, it’s just my first impression); she doesn’t seem to be friendly so I did not make any move to make friends at her at that time. But things change when we both became a member in one team in our workplace. When the group started to go out and have some fun, that’s the time we started to get along together. In that case, I’m wrong with my first impression to her and that she is not bad at all ^_^. We became more at ease together when she moved to another place and started to go home together after work. Many was surprised that we became friends and we’re laughing about that, what’s the matter if we became friends?.. Although, we both belonged in different religion, it was never an issue to us. I remember, she frequently asked me then if it’s...

A blog (a contraction of the term " web log ") is a type of website, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. "Blog" can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog . Many blogs provide commentary or news on a particular subject; others function as more personal online diaries. A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, web pages and other media related to its topic. The ability for readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of many blogs. Most blogs are primarily textual, although some focus on art (Art blog), photographs (photoblog), videos (video blogging), music (MP3 blog), and audio (podcasting). Microblogging is another type of blogging, featuring very short posts. ( from wikipedia.org) I started blogging last July 27...

These past few days, I’ve realized something about myself, of me being single. I realized that when I’m alone or trying to sleep at night while listening to music, and one of those songs reminds me of my ex – doesn’t mean that I’m not totally over with him or I regret something I have decided from the past and misses him, but just because I miss having someone .. Late at night, when I climb into my bed, sometimes, I get that lonely ache in my heart as I’m reminded how long it’s been since I’ve been in a relationship and to be loved. I wonder if there are also singles out there like me feeling this way. Sometimes, being single subjects you to be engaged in a very stressful emotional feeling. It never fails that there’s a friend, even family or relatives wonder aloud why up to now I don’t have a boyfriend or someone I would marry someday. Sometimes, I wonder if there is something wrong with me.. I’m not the “ms. popular girl” we used to know with lots of guys courting her - h...

A butterfly is an insect of the order Lepidoptera. Like all holometabolous butterflies' life cycle consists of four parts, egg, larve, pupa and adult. Most species are diurnal. The diverse patterns formed by their brightly coloured wings and their erratic flight have made butterfly watching a hobby. (from wikipedia.org) I like butterflies, I don’t know why aside from its beauty. Maybe because for me, I find it a very peaceful feeling every time I saw a butterfly flying and lingering around a flower or even in a simple plant. It symbolizes different things depending on the perception of a person. Some people say that when a butterfly lands on you it means good luck. Sometimes, it also depends on the color of the butterfly, for instance a black butterfly lingering around your house means death of one of the member of the family. Anyway, all of this symbolism has nothing to do with my interest in butterflies. It can be use for decorations and art. I remember I had ...