For several years, I used to ignore what I really want for
myself and prioritized my responsibilities to my family. Every time I bought
something for myself I used to feel guilty thinking I should've spend it for my
family instead.
For the first time in my life, someone made me realized that
sometimes having yourself a little importance and letting yourself get what you
really want isn’t such a bad idea after all. It’s amazing how it’s fairly easy
for her to push me in what I want. Maybe she’s not aware of it, but she really
don’t know how much influence she have or how her actions affect mine. Actually,
I was a little bit surprised how my mom was happy to know that I gave in for
myself and told me that I totally deserved it.
We've been teammates even before when we were still in first
touch platform, but we never noticed the existence of each other. Who would
have thought that she’ll play an important role in my life? With her, I can be
me. She doesn’t have to be rich, brilliant or perfect… just her being that
caring, thoughtful and her sense of humor is enough. No dull moment ever when
I’m with her.
To the person who was there the first time I was admitted to
the hospital, who was always there during my lowest moment cheering me up and
still here, who brought out the best in me and to the one who made a big
difference in my life without knowing it… Thank you!!!... ^_^
