Sometimes it is much easier to be an open book to your friend than to your family. Sharing stories, your emotions, and even discussing sensitive issues are very rare moments with me and my sister. So, because of the long weekend I had the opportunity to open myself to her. We talked a lot of things while dipping in the inflatable pool last night, while having a shower together which is the very first time and while having manicure and pedicure tonight. In a way, it made me feel more comfortable to open such things to her and vice-versa. I think it bridged the gap between us, just when we thought we really knew each other well, truth is we still have a lot of things we didn't know about each other...
In general, society expects you to act in a way what is acceptable to most of the people. No matter how hard you try to ignore the noise around you, sometimes it tends to find its way to affect how you think, you decide, you believe, and your overall values. It's been a long time, it's like I'm fighting a battle of my own. I'm trying to fight between trying to stick with what's making me happy or just live a life where it's less complicated. I'm in a phase where I'm trying to figure out what's best to do with my life. I really believe that I should not be living my life for the sake of other people. But, what if it means fighting for the rest of your life? All these dilemma that's running in my head for a while now leads me to think or do things I think is not right. Recently, I've made a terrible mistake just because once again I'm on a battle of my own, that doing so this is more acceptable than what I am on. Because traditionally, i...
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