Whenever a new year is on , I tend to think what I did in the past year and wonder what opportunities and other new things does this year will bring for me.
2011 was a very challenging year in my career life. On the first quarter of the year , there have been countless re-alignment on the office which affects our work. We are always told by our leads that there is nothing permanent on our work , that we should always expect for changes because it’s in the nature of the business. It’s really hard on our part because we have been doing a certain type of work then all of sudden we have to do something different , it’s something to do on workload inventory issue of the client. That time , I am one the persons who are greatly affected , decisions made by the management affects my productivity performance. Fortunately , all of that stressful months has ended. I surpassed it all !.. My superiors is happy with how I was able to pass it , my performance scorecard improved. They say that they like how I reacted on those months that I was coached and monitored , that they liked how I take it positively and was able to prove to them that I can excel like any others.
I renewed friendship to someone whom I thought is hopeless that time. Now , we’re in good terms again like before or shall I say much better than before. I noticed that she’s changed now. She’s no longer as stubborn and immature like before. I’ve made new friends and have bigger circle of friends now , which is a good thing.
I was able to stand on my decisions made no matter how hard it is on my part. Anyway , it’s for the better and for my own good.
Now it’s 2012, I don’t know what this year holds for me but I am positive about it. I admit I made countless mistakes in my life for the past years, things I never thought I would do. I don’t like to entertain the feeling of regrets now instead I wanted to focus on things I’ve learned and realized after all that happened before. May this year be a great and wonderful year for all of us. May we have the courage to live our life as we wanted , on what we desire and which is for our own good.
Hello 2012 !!.. :D
In general, society expects you to act in a way what is acceptable to most of the people. No matter how hard you try to ignore the noise around you, sometimes it tends to find its way to affect how you think, you decide, you believe, and your overall values. It's been a long time, it's like I'm fighting a battle of my own. I'm trying to fight between trying to stick with what's making me happy or just live a life where it's less complicated. I'm in a phase where I'm trying to figure out what's best to do with my life. I really believe that I should not be living my life for the sake of other people. But, what if it means fighting for the rest of your life? All these dilemma that's running in my head for a while now leads me to think or do things I think is not right. Recently, I've made a terrible mistake just because once again I'm on a battle of my own, that doing so this is more acceptable than what I am on. Because traditionally, i...
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